.:k.i.s.a.h.k.l.a.s.i.k.u.n.t.u.k.m.a.s.a.d.e.p.a.n:.

sementara iffah tidur..ade la mase sikit nak buat something else..

hari ni dah 17 hari umur Iffah..almost half of the confinement period..macam2 experience baru yang ija and abang belajar since Iffah lahir..thank you abang for being very supportive and understanding..and be very patient too melayan ija and Iffah..

as a new mum, i try slowly learning to get to know my baby..tapi kadang macam2 bende terlintas dalam kepale..terfikir2..tapi selalu je doa dalam hati mohon Allah mudahkan urusan ija and zauj waktu study ni and untuk membesarkan Iffah..

mummy dah pesan tak bagi buat kje langsung kat umah dalam tempoh pantang ni..tapi bile mata dah nampak keje yang ada terase tangan nak buat je but i am with limited capasity..mmg belum kuat lagi..tapi nak mintak abang buat keje tak sampai hati sbb tau abang dah penat balek from uni..nak rest..pastu nak spend mase ngan Iffah kejap….at the moment ni..abaikan je la dlu..tunggu la ble ija dah betul2 habis pantang nanti..ija try buat sikit2..

mummy sampai 29 ni until 12 dec (sampai ija almost nak abes pantang dah) and mak apak dah nak balek 1 dec ni..lepas tu..tinggal la kami bertige…next year ija dah start lab work..abang pun in the middle of his lab project..tapi abang tinggal setahun je lagi untuk buat lab work insya Allah..lepas tu tinggal writting je..ameen..hopefully labwork abang and ija smooth sailing next year..we both aware that next year gonna be a very challenging year for both of us..mohon Allah berikan kekuatan untuk ija and abang..

kadang bile fikirkan nak kne hantar Iffah kat rumah orang nanti sebab ija dah nak start lab work n uni..boleh ke ija nak manage semua ni..besar tanggungjawab yang bakal dipikul..risau jugak…macam2 bende datang dalam fikiran tapi selalu je pujuk hati..Allah ade…Allah takkan uji dengan sesuatu yang diluar kesanggupan..Allah tahu limitation hamba-hambaNya…and most of all, bile abang kate abang kan ade tolong niza..rase terpujuk sikit..nak tunggu Iffah settle sket..hopefully by umur die 2 bulan die dah settle dengan timing tidur and feeding die..sekarang ni tak tentu masa sangat lagi..tapi hopefully after confinement nanti Iffah dah settle dan ija tak risau sangat nak hantar Iffah ke rumah orang..insya Allah..

Iffah anak yang baik dan soleheh..tak banyak meragam sangat pun kecuali die tak selesa..malam die bangun untuk feed then insya Allah lepas tu die tidur balik..tapi..ade jugak masa2nye yang die tak settle kalau die sakit perut ke..tapi tu semua pengalaman baru untuk ija belajar..semoga Allah terus permudahkan urusan ija dan abang and shower both of us with mawaddah, sakeenah and rahmah…

alhamdulillah after a long wait, finally our lil princess is born, on 6 Nov 2009..we named her Iffah Bt Ekram (yang bermaksud suci terpelihara) and she is a healthy baby girl, alhamdulillah..syukur yang tak terhingga kepada Allah atas anugerah yang sangat berharga buat ija and abang..

mengingatkan detik melahirkan Iffah membuatkan diri terasa betapa besarnya pengorbanan seorang ibu melahirkan dan membesarkan anak..thank you so much mummy for all the sacrifices and for the love bringing me up..and to mak too for giving birth to abang, the person that I lay my love and devote to..

ija start rase contraction pukul 1 pagi..suddenly rase sakit, but i thought it was just practise contraction as before..but then it was getting more frequent..ija kejut abang and we called the midwife..she said we had to wait until 8.30 before we could go to the hospital..so we waited patiently..sakitnye Allah je yang tahu..alhamdulillah abang banyak bagi support..and sabar je layan kerenah ija yang tengah tahan sakit..

8.30 after breakky, we both went to the hospital..pegi woman assessment and did the check up..dilation was only 3 cm..so the midwife asked both of us to come back again at 1030..ija and abang decide nak jalan2 keliling hospital to help with the dilatation..sempat lagi kitorang beli choc drink and minum kat playground sambil call mummy and ayah kat mesia..

then after 1030 we went back to woman assessment and did the check up..the opening is now 5 cm..midwife was already informed that we both plan to have epidural..so, she said dah boleh nak prepare for the drip for epidural.. so, pukul 12, the anesthatist came and did all the procedure..all the way from the check up untill epidural process, abang teman ija and be my very good supporter..

after epidural, the contraction pain was no longer could be felt..sempat both of us tidur kejap sebelum midwife kate ready to push..dalam kul 3 lebih abang balik kejap for solat and makan..but then by kul 4 lebih tu dah fully dilate..so kne call abang suruh datang balik cecepat..kul 6 midwife kate dah bley start push the baby out..although i was on epidural, but the pressure pain still terase…mummy dah pesan suruh banyak2 selawat..each time rase sakit..memang genggam je tangan abang..huhuhu..kesian abang kne dera kejap..haha..

so kul 6 start push untill 7..but baby Iffah’ head is a bit big as she was during the birth ( she’s 3.61 kg), so doctor has to aid by holding her head using forcep..after first push, her head is out..second, her body and finally the third one..she’s born..exactly at 7.46 p.m..alhamdulillah without any complication..memang lega sangat after that..the only thing yang ija dengar was, abang whispering thank you sayang to my ears..lepas tu memang rase letih jugak la..because the last time I had my meal was during the breakky..then only drinks..up to 12 hours without any meal..

then, the midwife offer abang to cut her umbirical cord and Iffah was given to me after that..abang iqamatkan Iffah while she’s on my chest..first time tengok baby sendiri..mixed feeling..macam2 perasaan datang..gembira sebab baby sihat dan sempurna..terfikirkan tanggungjawab yang bakal digalas untuk mendidik dan membesarkan anak..terfikir mampu ke jadi seorang ibu yang baik untuk Iffah..

for abang, Iffah hadiah ija untuk abang..thank you so much for being a very great, caring, loving and understanding husband to me..Ija heart abang so much for the sake  of Allah..

and thank you for the lovely present on my 24th birthday and birth giving day..harge birthday present yang mahal..but the thought is more priceless..tak ternilai hargenye..thank you so much abang!

It takes millions of people to complete the world but it only takes you to complete mine and i want to be the only hand you ever need to hold, abang!

lil princess due date was last monday, but seems like lil princess is still very happy to stay still in ibu’s womb..when carol, our midwife did the check up, she said everything is going good and fine, so just wait till the moment..abang hari-hari tanye kat lil princess, bile anak ayah nak keluar nih? haha..tapi lil princess comfy je kat dalam ni..abang kate, baby nak kuar the same date ngan ija..but seems like i’m going to get my own present every year without having to share it with anyone kan, abang?
since last month lagi abang dah washed all the baby clothes and prepare our hospital bag..abang dah prepare lil princess nyer basket, toy and sleepers and dah tolong kemaskan baby nyer wardrobe and nappies..we both keep waiting for our lil princess dearie arrival
actually abang dah tak kasik ija pegi uni and he is also very worry to leave me at home..but then, i still have few works to be finished off and submitted before the confinement..yet abang too has to attend the conference..lately lil princess dah start practise contract and i had braxton hics quite often..which makes abang lagi bertambah risau..huhuhu..but yet lil princess is still happily and healtily sleeping and playing in there
today is my birthday, and last night we went to vilis with mak and apak..sort of like celebrating my birthday..thanks abang for that and i heart you because of Allah so much
thanks for every moment that i cherish so much since we get married..macam tak percaye kan, it has been almost 11 months..and almost a year already..haha..

it has been a while not scrabbling anything in the blog haihhss..actually there are lots to be written tapi malas
literature review pun halfway done je baru..last monday i had a meeting with the supervisors and was all good..they satisfied with the work at the moment..

abang had just done with the conference and presentation..alhamdulillah..kalau tak, dedua cam nak kejar mase nak siapkan keje..

lil princess’ due in 2 weeks time and mak & apak will be coming in less than 2 weeks’..

our first raye together was so exciting..alhamdulillah..although tak balek mesia..haha..the day before raye we cooked nasi impit, kuah kacang, rendang and kuah lodeh..dah gaye cam menu kat mesia but on the first day of eid itself we got many open house invitation..and we ended up eating outside..hehe

and our raya pic (haihsss..version ija yang dah chubby terlebey by the way..lil princess is already 35 weeks during the eid..mind my chubbiness :P)

alhamdulillah dah masuk hari yang ke 14 semua umat islam berpuasa..hurmm dah masuk pertengahan ramadhan..and alhamdulillah Allah berikan kekuatan for ija and lil princess untuk ters berpuasa sampai ke hari ni wothout any ponteng day..abang kate kalau tak larat/tak mampu, tak pe bebuke je..but alhamdulillah lil princess dah trained puase since dalam womb ibu and tak banyak meragam kan..lil princess ibu and ayah memang anak yang baik and bijak kan
balek mesia for a week memang a very good refreshments for both of us, ija and abang..sort of like escapism of daily routine, lab works and yada..although it was planned like 2 days before departing date..but everyone in malaysia seemed happy waiting for our arrival..especially our beloved family members..tak bitau orang mesia pun kami nak balek except for mummy+ayah, and abang’s family..hahaha..sebab tau we wont be able to catch everythings up..

the trips to and fro were ok (haha..abang kate mane tak ok nyer..sebab naik MAS :P)

sampai klia, ayah fetched us and terus balek batu pahat that nite..cathing up with mummy, kak chik and baby..onlined with faiz..last2 sume orang tito kul 4 pagi hari jumaat tu..then in the morning pegi visit pokde kat hospital, he got the heart problem and masuk icu kat hospital pantai..in the late afternoon, pegi shopping kuih raye with ayah, mummy and kak chik..kesian baby kne tinggal cuz she was not so well..that morning sume orang pegi klinik cuz ayah sakit kaki, kak chik batuk and baby ade ear infection…abang and ija ke pejabat agame to collect our kad perakuan nikah..after nearly 9 months of our wedding annivarsary..hahah…

malam tu aunty june and cik amal balek cuz nak visit pokde..ramai plak kat rumah time berbuke today..dah meriah cam raye plak..best2..next morning, nak jadik cerite..semua satu rumah lewat bangun sahur..ija and abang sedar dlu..dah terlewat..pastu kejut mummy and ayah and orang lain..haihss..ape lagi sume cam robot makan cecepat..tapi alhamdulillah..sempat sahur lagi..then that saturday morning, we both pegi visit maklong and aunty yah..pegi pasar and meet up with mummy and ayah..then,lepak2 kat rumah kejap..pegi amek baju kat tailor and petang tu pegi bp mall with adik2..malam pegi square one ngan mummy and ayah..huhuhu..the next day balek perak dah..balek sitiawan naik kete ayah..ayah suruh pilih nak naik kete mummy ke kete ayah..then abang kate pakai kete ayah je..tak letih jalan jauh..tapi memang berbeza la naik merce ngan kete lain..especially to travel 6 jam dari batu pahat ke sitiawan..naik merce ayah memang tak rase langsung..abang kate kalau naik kembare mummy ni sure dah terase bumpy ni..haha..alhamdulillah..the journey was very easy..

sampai sitiawan about 6 and after solat sume..kuar dengan apak pegi bazar ramadhan..all the things to eat is in the list..dapat la merase semua
kat rumah sitiawan semua balik kecuali yeop and family je..meriah sangat..dengan all the niece and nephews..comel2..

monday morning tu pegi pasar and nak jadik cerite on the way balik tayar pancit..tersadai la kami kejap tunggu nak ganti tayar spare..balik2 dah pukul 12..rest2 kejap..lepas tu keluar bawak aqish gi shopping sebab dah janji nak belikan aqish ais krim..shipping baju abang sikit..beli tu..beli ni..then dah nak berbuke..malam tu nyah, kak nor and firdaus balek kl..terus sunyi rumah..

selase pagi hantar mak yang balik ke titi gantung then abang pegi pasar ngan apak..ija n mak kat umah tunggu macik nab nak datang nak urut ija..lepas berurut..kemas2 rumah sikit, sapu sampah..tolong mak masak2..then ija and abang keluar sambung shopping lagi..haha..tak abes2 shopping kami nih!!pegi tabung haji bukak account then balik..petang tu, pegi rumah sedare mak..and kami ke bazaar ramadhan lagi :p kali ni pegi ngan abang je..and nak lengkapkan list things to eat kami tu..haha..malam tu berbuke kami berempat je..

rabu pagi dah siap2 nak bertolak ke kl..flight malam kul 9..sampai alamanda kul 2..pegi mph cari buku raheeq makhtum..tapi riyadhus salihin tader la pulak..dah habes..shop barang sket2 kat alamanda..belikan vase untuk mummy kat lovely lace..then sambung pegi shopping kat pkns bangi pulak..abang kate nak belikan ija baju n nak carik tudung *wink*

kul 520 kami pegi bazar ramadhan bangi and pegi order satay kajang..final eating marathon kat mesia..haha..then fetched ayah kat hentian serdang and terus ke klia..sampai klia about 7 and terus check in..berbuke and kul 920 final call masuk..huhuhu..rase berat je nak balek adelaide..haha..tapi as abang said, ape boleh buat..syukur la ade kesempatan balik mesia walaupun kejap alhamdulillah..

yang penting everyone in malaysia is happy with our one week off ni..semua tertanye2..bile nak balik lagi..insya Allah ade rezeki kami pasti balik mesia lagi!

Wanita semakin lama semakin cantik

PARA saintis dari Universiti Helsinki menemukan bukti bahawa wanita cantik mempunyai lebih ramai anak berbanding wanita hodoh.

Malahan wanita cantik juga cenderung untuk melahirkan lebih banyak bayi perempuan berbanding lelaki. Dan apabila anak perempuan mereka meningkat dewasa, mereka akan menjadi wanita cantik mengikut ciri ibu.

Mereka juga cepat bertemu jodoh serta meneruskan generasi dengan melahirkan lebih ramai anak perempuan yang cantik. Ini meneruskan generasi perempuan cantik di dunia.

Manakala, menurut kajian itu lagi, kecantikan kaum lelaki tidak banyak berubah berbanding dengan generasi yang dilahirkan pada zaman batu dahulu.

Menurut saintis tersebut juga, pasangan suami isteri yang sama cantik kurang berpotensi untuk mendapat anak lelaki berbanding anak perempuan.

Kajian yang diterbitkan kepada umum minggu lalu mendapati wanita cantik mempunyai kesuburan sebanyak 16 peratus lebih dari wanita yang tidak cantik.

Sebanyak 2,000 orang dewasa lelaki dan wanita di Amerika terlibat dalam kajian yang berlangsung selama empat dekad.

Kecantikan responden dinilai menerusi gambar yang diambil serta jumlah anak yang mereka miliki.

sumber: http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2009&dt=0729&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Luar_Negara&pg=lu_18.htm

p/s: that means mummy cun la kan sbb tu Allah bagi ramai anak perempuan, kan?

lil princess is very cleaver and i think she could notice if her ayah is not around..she’ll be very active as if she is looking for her ayah especially when abang is in the lab..haihss..lil princess missing her ayah ey? and of course so do i!! hahaha..abang kate kalau ade padlock..sure die dah lock terus *i wish*

last week lil princess got a parcel from malaysia, from her granny! thanks mummy for the parcel (actually bukan semua untuk baby..ade for baby’s ibu and ayah nyer stuff jugak kan :P)

my lil princess’ wishlist:

- baby bouncer

- baby grooming set

- baby capsule insert

- baby bag

- baby bath, shampoo, lotion, nappyrash cream and oil

- face washers.

and this is our latest pics ( me and abang) visit baby nasihah (anak along and akhi nizam) kat WCH! chubby sangat baby HUSNUN NASIHAH ROZANIZAM nih!!

called kak chik earlier on..just to catch up with her new life at kolej MARA seremban..she registered last wednesday for International baccaleurate program but MARA has not stated any country for flying yet..perhaps later on..

she did not sound happy..in fact she was crying over the phone through out the conversation..

kak chik kate, everything is so different..

she was in boarding school for 5 years but yet kenape still menangis lagi when she has to stay in the hostel kan?

yes true, she was in a boarding school, again for 5 years..but then, she was in KOLEJ YAYASAN SAAD..yang hostel die ensuit bathroom dalam dorm (of course memang jauh beze la ngan the new one..) yang makan kat dining room ade aircond and boleh tambah2 nasik n lauk..(which is so different with dewan selera yang makan nasik dalam tray! she said kalau boleh tambah pun tamau tambah..in fact she did not go for dinner at all..huhuhu..cian kak chik)

her classroom kat KYS all fully air conditioned..but now she has to bear with new environment..again cant be compared with KYS..her hostel kat KYS all tiled and very comfortable..now she said sume simen je..haihsss…nih kne belajar erti susah nih..

she was at home for like 7 months..kat rumah everything depan mate..if panas..switch on the aircond je..if nak online streamyx is ready..dah biase sangat life with luxury..so, ble kene masuk hostel teruk sikit she feels so uncomfortable..

seb baik kakak dlu duduk MRSM jasin je..haha..walaupun at first dlu terase tak best jugak!but then belajar erti tak selese…biase la tuh kut….baru nak sesuaikan diri..later, she’ll be fine insya Allah..kakak always pray for you, dear
kadang susah jugak kan bila dah terbiasa dalam suasana yang semua selesa and best ni..once kne keluar from the comfort zone tuh rase janggal sangat..hurm…

times flew very fast..it has been 6 months already we’ve been married =) (actually terase macam baru je kawen..haha)

each and every moment of joy, alhamdulillah..

and I, truly, deeply, madly in love with him!
I’ll be your dream, I’ll be your wish I’ll be your fantasy
I’ll be your hope, I’ll be your love be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly madly deeply do

I will be strong I will be faithful ’cause I’m counting on

A new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain
I want to bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky,
I’ll make a wish send it to heaven then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty
That we’re surrounded by the comfort and protection of
The highest powers. In lonely hours. The tears devour you

Oh can’t you see it baby?
You don’t have to close your eyes
‘Cause it’s standing right here before you
All that you need will surely come

today is my rumate, soulmate, housemate birthday! Happy birthday abang! semoga Allah berkati and murahkan rezeki..and niza heart abang
and 2 days from now our first bertunang annivarsary (nih abang yang cakap )

it has been long since the last time i update..sekarang nih malas nak update blog..and my ym had been hacked by the skammer mane ntah..so everyone will be buzzed although i am not online..huhu…my appology for that..

ade ke terang lagi bersuluh ija kat sebelah abang tak online, tetibe abang kate abang dapat buzz form me..haihsss…virus kut nih…

kak chik dah dapat offer from mara..for skim pelajar cemerlang..buat international baccaleurate kat Kolej MARA seremban..but mara tak specify lagi akan fly pegi mane nanti..may be later kak chik bley decide seniri kut nak fly gi mane..anyway, nampaknye anak mummy and ayah sume dah bersepah-sepah..dah la semua tgh study lagi..dengan menantu diorang pun tengah satudy lagi jugak..hehe..